Sunday, February 14, 2021

Sua Deo, Mio Rovina, Nostri Vantaggio (Her God, My Bane, Our Boon)




Son of a-!

 

...sheik...

 
 
 I
 
Temple
 
Sanctuary  
    
God-House
 
Theatre

 

Matinee 

 

Women


She
(my gal)
has a laugh 
like a
(cliched)
tinkling
of 
bells.
 
 
And a slight
musk of 
attar of
roses
that I
(only 
slightly)

despise.
 
 
I look 
askance 
as she 
leans 
forward 
beaming
and chatting up
the all the
chatty
Women
in the row in front,
in back,
behind.
 
tinkle
 
tinkle
 
tinkle
 

"Wanna stick-a Wrigley's, sweetie?"
she abruptly
and with her shining white grin
inquires of me.
Lovely.

I nod and smile.


She fishes through
her beaded handbag
for her offering.

"Only got spearmint, tho'. 
That okay?"

I nod and smile.
 
Unsheath,
unwrap,
chew,
chew,
chew.
 
"Quiet tonight, ain'tcha?"

"Yep!" 
 
I wink and smile.
 
tinkle
 
tinkle
 

I watch
as she carefully doffs
her cloche
like a bridal veil
and lays it
upturned,
her bag tucked within,
in her lap,
 
and smooths 
her supple
tidal weaves
that glint 
and ripple
in the dim 
theatre light.

Lovely.
 

 
 
 II
 
 
They're
all are here
for worship,
of course.

For him.
 
And I, 
the only Man here
(or as much of a Man
as I can be)
as far I can see,
allowed to witness
their Bacchic orgies,
or Vestal rites,
or kaffee-frei
klatches...

 
HAH!
 
Ha! Ha! Ha!
No!
Nonono,
I kid! 
I'm a kidder!

It's really nothing
like that
at all...
 
obviously...


not...

quite...
 
 
 
Then down go
the lights
and the chatter 
oh-
so- 
gradually 
ebbs.
 
"Hushhhh!
 
Shhh!
 
Shhh!
 
 
SHHH!!!"
 
Smooth
upturned
faces,
wide-eyed
expectation...
 
The Wurlitzer organ 
shatteringly
peals
and booms
an overture
as the curtain 
sweeps apart
and bi-chromatic
words and images 
shimmer and flicker
on the big movie screen 
I won't look at.
 
So
I pick pensively 
at the crown 
of my boater
nestled in my lap.

 
She notices 
and arrests
my fingers,
stuffs
her cloche and purse
inside my hat.
 
Then the honeyed whispers,
the playful cheek peck.
 
"Thanks, hon!"
 
 The shining white grin.


And I just happen 
to glance up...
 
And there...

 
The Desert Adonis...
The Sheik's Son...
 
 
Him...
 
Oh,
Kyrie 
Eleison...
 
 
I don't,
I won't look.


And
for over 
an hour
the Women
scream like banshees...
sigh like Juliets...
moan like Catherines
                 the Great...
 
 
My
God...

The
power...
 
 
Soon
her honeyed whispers,
her sultry breaths
and garish 
libidinousness
spill into 
my ear,
and she...
 
she...
 
 
sheehhuuhhhh...
 
 

III
 
 
Tug, tug
 
Later 
after the film's
happy ending
has been assured
and all are 
filing (swiftly)
out
I am still
in my seat,
and
I wonder, 

so what do I do
with this gift
she's giving me?
 
Did I earn it?
 
Can I enjoy it? 

How can I
when I'm just 
a proxy 
for a 
suave
Castellanetan
demigod?
 
Aren't I -
I - 
enough,
and
 
 
will I ever be enough
 
for her?...
 
 
I feel her hovering,
still tugging Morse code
on my coat lapel.
 
With a sigh, 
but not without
some (a lot of)
inner
excitation,
I rise
and
flick a vulgar gesture
at the mute,
blank screen,
making her gasp.
 
tinkle 

peck, peck
 
 
"Grazie, signor."


Out.


DB/2.2021

 
 
 
Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!💖
 
 
(Personal to KC): Still working on that pen-pal letter (sorry it's taking so long). Got a year's worth of HPL news, etc. to write about and details to iron out.
Happy, happy V-Day to you and D!💕
 


 




 


 



Tuesday, February 9, 2021

1854-2021


 

Make your bed. 
Lie in it.
Set it on fire.
Die in it.

And remember:
The Phoenix is a myth.

Oh no, no,
Please,

Don't get up.


 
DB/2.9.2021