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she, the very Devil
(I mean, my wife)
FIEND! o what a fiend!
raucous excitable (evil?(!))
perhaps unstable
(PERHAPS?!!!?!!!)
o how many months (since our Union) pass'd (3 days)
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS grasping my arm
(and quite near detaching it from my weary body)
and (FIEND) yanking me everywhere she pleases
o if Hell be Paradise (in comparison)...
o
and those damn'd dusky frolicksome locks
always bouncing bouncing bouncing bouncing BOUNCING!!!!!!!!!!
BOUNCING!!!!!!!
red muslin dresses (ALWAYS red muslin dresses!)
(flouncy flouncy)
(o) and that sick repulsive loathsome warm loving
mellifluous SMILE!!!!!
(o but that is not the worst of it)
THAT IS NOT THE WORST OF IT!!!!!!!
"intercourse"
(o I feel ill)


I know now why she has her own dressmaker

she, the very Devil
my wife (FIEND! FIEND!)
when we (o God o God)
when we...have...in-intercourse (my hand is shaking!
God o God I can't) every DAY!!!
she...initiates it (little demon!)
but...but...
(o I can't I can't but I must I must (stop SHAKING!))
she...she becomes rather...rather
(I must I must (STOP!!))
bestial
(FIEND! FIEND! FIEND!)
ripping off her dress
(FIEND! FIEND! FIEND!)
screaming like a banshee
(FIEND! FIEND! FIEND!)
and naked and, um, "perspiring," accidentally encaging herself
(o God)
in her own crinoline
(HA!)

"intercourse"
that is not...the worst...
she soon extricates herself (madwoman)
strips me wildly
(mad-)
shoves me onto the bed
and quickly impales herself (o yes I mean no no)
squealing like a little girl-child
(-woman)
and bounces bounces bounces bounces bounces MERCILESSLY
(yet gleefully) on my poor member
until it cannot, will not
take any more (no)
and then...and then it (o God) it (o God)
simply...explodes(!!)
with my seed (rapture)
inside her (fiend)
weary "perspiring" but smiling she kisses me tenderly
(fiend)
rests (panting softly) in my arms, sighs
(little fiend)
and gradually...falls...asleep
(o)

the worst...
is actually
the best (ha ha! fool'd ye!)

she,
the very Devil
("o I love you so, my darling husband, so so so so-)
my wife (-much")

is really
an Angel
in beauteous disguise (o yes)


fiend
(no,
I'm sorry...


friend)


DB/c1997